Well, I didn't get hired at the second place. Oh well, I guess. Maybe it'll prove to be better off this way? I don't know. All I know is that it's hard to get excited about being tethered to some workplace all day, and having to deal with what other people want from me is so boring, so maybe I'm just not cut out for straight work. Maybe I should just focus my efforts on doing what matters to me? Maybe then I'll get some traction? Maybe then I'll find a way out of this silly situation?